Gah.

So my best friend Darielle came over tonight and watched a movie. Well, actually, let’s rewind it a bit. We went out to dinner first, but she didn’t get anything cuz she ate already, but I ate. So we went out to dinner. haha. And then we came back to my place and watched a movie. Laid on my bed and it was cool. Seriously, we can do anything and everything together. It’s pretty much like we’re in a relationship, but we’re not actually! It’s kinda nice cuz no commitments but at the same time, no sex and I have to suppress my feelings for her. I really do care for her and think she’s amazing. We get along perfect. We like a lot of the same stuff, and we are very open with each other. I wish we could just start dating! But at the same time, I don’t want to lose what amazing friendship we have. I mean, we’ve been mistaken for a couple several times before, just from the way that we act around each other. We’re very comfortable around each other and I just wish we would date. But who knows, maybe some time in the future, we’ll end up together. As for now, I’ll enjoy our time together.