So there’s this chick that I’ve wanted to hook up with for a while (I know, shallow right?) Anyway, I know she’s pretty easy and I haven’t been with anybody in a year so I thought why the hell not? Just get back on my game. Well, things were okay for a bit. I can totally tell that it wasn’t going to happen so I let off. All the while, there was this other guy who is super annoying. He kinda weaseled his way in and he was cock blocking for sure. So I said fuck it. I don’t like games. I don’t like bullshit. It’s not worth it.
Then at one point, I was the only sober one and she wanted food. I said I’d drive her if she wanted me to. She kinda ignored it so I said whatever I went to the other room and hung out with others. And then randomly she came up and kissed me and asked me to take her to get food.
Now I know exactly what she was doing and it really pissed me off, but trying to do new things and get passed some of my issues, I decided okay. I’ll let her “use” me and maybe then things will happen… I paid for her food, because I’m nice and didn’t want to cause a scene, even though I secretly hated it. And then after she got her food, she pretty much ignored me. Just used the computer the rest of the party.
I’m pretty much done trying to hook up with her. I’m over it. She’s not worth my time. I know I need to branch out. I’m over being Matt who takes shit.
