So I’ve decided to go to recording school.

I’m still feel as scared as I felt when I was trying to pursue advertising. No, in fact, I think I feel even a bit more scared. But I feel like this is what I should be doing. This is more of a “scared to succeed” scared. I know that I love sound and music and this is my calling. When I think to myself what do I care about and love the most, I think of music. What have I tried to pursue more than anything else? Music and recording. I used to come home everyday and record stuff despite me not knowing how to. I figured the majority of it out on my own. I know I can do it. I even did well at the internship I had at the studio my dad works at. I just need a bit more training. This is a good scared. I think this fear is the fear that makes me better at my job and passion. I know I’ll do fine. I didn’t feel this way about advertising. I felt a little rickety. I felt like I was pushing myself in the wrong direction. At least now I know I love it and I’m going to succeed because I love it so much. I will become awesome at it. And now that I’ve been writing this all, I feel a bit more confident.